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[Oct. 16th, 2009|10:09 pm] |
i suck at livejournal |
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[Jul. 25th, 2009|09:58 pm] |
still vegan
still workin at justice
worked warped tour for a week
goin to disney in a week
losin weight soon hopefully! PEACE |
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[May. 20th, 2009|08:59 pm] |
i think chocolate soy milk will be my new end of the day treat, its sooo good.
in related news, i've been vegan for almost a week now! it's been difficult but nothing too hard to handle at all, it just sucks that my body still wants cheese and chocolate sooo badly when they are around me. i've been keeping track of what i'm eating all day since this is exciting haha!! today was:
- two wafers and a pomegranate fruit strip (mini sandwich!!)
- handful of salted sunflower seeds
- a small raspberry-blueberry sorbet from ben and jerrys
- half of a salad
- a really small pack of raisins
- a bowl of pasta (with oil, no butter)
- lots of water
- my glass of chocolate soy milk!!!
my mommy bought lots of vegan fake chicken/turkey/hot dogs for me to try for protein in my diet andddd strawberry frozen fruit bars to snack on! i think for lunch tomorrow i'll bring my berry granola + another wafer/fruit strip sandwich and dream about my chocolate soy milk!!! |
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[May. 3rd, 2009|01:45 pm] |
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i literally had the most creepy hilarious date of my life last night and i cannot describe it without actually talking to someone about it, it is that ridiculous. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2009|10:55 pm] |
POP IT
LOCK IT
POLKA DOT IT
i fucking love miley cyrus. |
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[Feb. 24th, 2009|11:28 pm] |
hi world, so after ages and ages of thinking of what tattoos i want i think i finally have it down. I STILL WANT MY DISNEY PRINCESS TATTOOS but i think that's something i should wait awhile and see if i get sick of. anyway i have loved latin for a very long time and this year we've been translating the aeneid and sfsdklf... it's perfect. i want both these tattooed on me somewhere but i want my first to go on my upper back from shoulder to shoulder (ish):
flectere si nequeo superos, acheronta movebo.
if i cannot bend heaven, i will move hell
and the most motherfuckin badass quote of all time: una salus victis nullam sperare salutem
the one safety for the conquered is to hope for no safety - or in better english, the only hope for the doomed is no hope at all. badass.
i think i could get that down my inner arm or something, but i definitely want the first one and i think i am pretty sure about the placement. now for the money + id!! haha |
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[Feb. 18th, 2009|01:43 pm] |
hi, i want to visit all these places before i die.
( aaa )
..and every other crazy looking place in the world. i love being by myself. i want to go these places and sit and stare. kflajds;fjsdf;lsdf. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2009|01:18 am] |
some facts
- i love my job
- throughout most of my teenage life my best friends have been dudes - at least the best friends i see every day. i have so, so much love for shane and adam. i think i'd be really miserable without them. hands down, my favorite boys i have ever met.
- i wish i could date andrew wk. i am so serious about this. find me a dude like andrew wk and i would make valentines day plans in a SECOND.
- vday was actually nice. i didn't feel crappy for being single (since i don't mind being single...) and i gave some little girl the best birthday of her life! both dawn of the dead and 30 days of night were/are on tonight so vday ended on a high point for me
- i think i come off kind of bitchy to people, especially friends, when i never try to hang out with them or anything... there are only maybe 3 or 4 people in my life that i'd rather strive to hang out with than stay home and enjoy myself. i don't think that's mean, just honest. i do get genuinely bummed that, because i live so far away, when adam + shane + co. hang out i usually am not a part of the plans wahhh.
- once shane told me he'd consider very few things in his life a "big deal." like if friends stopped talking to him - i was a little offended at first but i know what he means, a lot actually. when i grow apart from friends i've never gotten upset or even considered it weird that i don't get upset?
- i think super melodramatic people are fucking annoying. i hate complaining about real things. i'll complain about people being annoying or the weather or homework but i actually really rarely talk about problems in my life (like how i have an overwhelming apathy that started around october and because of it i am failing tons of shit, or whatever blahblah). why the fuck dwell on it? i really can't stand people who wallow in their own misery. chin the fuck up!
- i think the idea of needing someone else to make you happy is fucking stupid. and i think "love" is a lot imaginary, like a cultural phenomenon. i think it's what you have for your friends and family plus admiration, fascination and lust. it is not some foreign strange breed of emotion and attachment. but i am not opposed to being proven wrong really... i am just not going to force myself to date boys for self validation. i don't need a guy's approval to feel good about myself (if anything, dating just makes me more self conscious) and i'm not going to strive to be with anyone i am not 100% intooooo
- i am annoying myself writing this and it will probably be deleted
- i actually don't think 80% of my friends really know much about me. lindsey, shane and adam know the most about me and morgan does too i guess. because i am funny and kind of obnoxious and extroverted i think people don't think there's much else to me. only lindsey, shane and adam know how upset and stressed and pressured i can feel - actually, only lindsey reaaaaally knows that since she is my go to girl when i vent :(. and i know i said i hate when people complain and i hate when i do it too! i always feel like an idiot after...
- i fucking hate math
- i hate touching 90% of people, too. there are, again, only a handful of people i want to be hugged by and i fucking hate "snuggling/cuddling" from 99.9999% of people... i will hug people hello and goodbye as a ritual i guess but honestly euuughhh don't touch me
- I WANT TO DATE A CHICK. just for the experience. seriously. someone really hot and fun and not needy.
- i am a scorpio down to the last detail. like, 100%. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scorpio_(astrology)
- NO ONE READ THIS BYE |
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[Feb. 14th, 2009|12:41 pm] |
oh shut up, people are so melodramatic
- I PAID FOR MY COLLEGE APPS + FINISHED MY FAFSA WHOOOOOOO
- i work today WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
- when i finally get the chance to talk to lindsey (miss "IM GOING TO BED") i need 2 vent/be confused/be annoyed at boydom to her.. but it's nada serious
- TIME TO DRESS ALL PINK AND HEART-Y |
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[Feb. 12th, 2009|01:44 pm] |
I
LOVE
AUTOMATIC
LOVELETTER
ps it's a funny thing when i click really well with someone and there's definitely a spark/mutual attraction but they are already taken and/or interested in someone way cooler. i'm not complaining, really, it just happens a lot... |
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[Feb. 10th, 2009|09:34 pm] |
hi friends page, let's talk about things i keep thinking lately
- versaemerge's ep is still AMAZING and i am excited to see them in nyc in a couple of months. i wish they came to ma more!
- automatic loveletter TOMORROW NIGHT. fucking excited. i don't really know what i'm doing though... going straight to boston after school, stumbling my way to harpers ferry, stumbling my way back to south station by HOPEFULLY 10:40pm, commuter railing home, passing out? i hope it works out that well... it's 3 bands and i'm worried the show will go too late to get back by 10:40. in the case i miss it i think i can stay at lindsey's dorm... ahhh i am so worried actually
- i haven't been doing homework HA HA HA OH WELL
- a day to remember's latest album is so so so good
- bye |
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[Feb. 6th, 2009|08:01 pm] |
i'm on my period which explains why i have felt so moody + chubby!!! YAY INDULGING IN SNACKS THIS WEEK!!
probably tmi but i dont really care: i dont get cramps and SOMETIMES ill get a migraine for one day but other than that my period is fine. i kind of like how crazy lesbian it makes me and shoving shit inside me (non sexual...) IS ALWAYS COOL. ALWAYS. its gross but who cares its from MY OWN BODY!!! THAT'S AWESOME.
not resizing since im lazy..
NEW HAIRSSSSSSSSSSSSS
yuck working tomorrow..
whooo money though
yuck tons of hw to do + fafsa shit
whoooo vacation soon though
- i can't stop listening to the versaemerge ep + the gaslight anthem |
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[Feb. 4th, 2009|11:30 pm] |
- the versaemerge ep is INSANELY FUCKING GOOD. i swear they are going to be so huge.
- i love the gaslight anthem!
- no hw is getting done HHAHA OH WELL
- i dyed my hair, it's cherry reddish + black
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[Feb. 2nd, 2009|06:39 pm] |
- i bought my boston a.ll ticket today. if all goes according to plan (please god, let it), the events will transpire like so: leave school at 3:30, arrive in boston around 5:30-6. take the t + walk to harpers ferry. doors at 7. be a badass and love automatic loveletter. leave at 10ish for south station. nap/be extremely tired until 2am, where i get on a bus to nyc. SLEEP. get to nyc around 6:30am. find the venue/a coffee or breakfast place to chill. meet up with jen. go see automatic loveletter again. crash at jen's dorm. fumble my way back into the city to port authority to take a 7am bus home. get to boston around 11. take a bus back to hyannis. finish the half day of school. COME HOME AND PASS OUT.
...but odds are i will just end up going to ma:( |
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[Feb. 1st, 2009|10:30 am] |
every time i die was SO FUCKING GOOD LAST NIGHT. i was like, the only chick in the crowd who cared (out of uhh.. 3 chicks in general). i will probably be uglying up a flickr near you from show pics hahaha i was INTENSE. god i love etid slkdfjsdf my knees are all swollen and bruised
FUCK YEAHHH |
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[Jan. 31st, 2009|03:03 am] |
- still haven't stopped listening to the new a.ll ep
- i'm going to see etid tomorrow (technically today) and im heading in around 2pm compared to my usual like, 11am (or sooner). probably cause i don't want the crap beaten out of me and i am only going because i am like 95% sure keith buckley is a madman and my idol. i swear to god that's my type: scruffy aggressive slightly chubby super smart semi-dicks with fluctuating weights haha. i am a scorpio, whatever, typical.
- buying my a.ll + ftsk + ve + fob??? tickets soon with the very little money i have
- school sucks!!!!
- my hair is gross my roots and bangs are from hell
- why are boys so retarded (girls too hahaha)?????
- maybe i will meet some people at the etid show tomorrow to chill with since i'm going solo?
the greatest lovers were murderers first
i have also come to realize that i really, really like honesty. i hate shyness in the opposite sex (and i hate it in chicks too) because it's fucking useless. i hate confusion. i like direction. i am a really tough person and i am not going to go cry if someone doesn't like me or if i'm alone (mostly) and i wish people wouldn't treat me like such a fucking girl...
ps i love lindsey |
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[Jan. 24th, 2009|05:09 pm] |
HOLY SHIT THE NEW VERSAEMERGE SONG IS SO GOOD SO GOOD SO GOOD http://www.myspace.com/VERSAEMERGE
however they definitely sound more mainstream and polished, i guess that's what signing to fbr does to you. i'd love to see them but i am seeing automatic loveletter the next day :(
EDIT: Apr 7 2009 6:00P
VersaEmerge @ Highline Ballroom w/Craig Owens, Ace Enders, The Color Fred New York, NY
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FRED + ACE + VE (fuck you craig owens) |
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